Isaiah’s Longing

Climbing up a mountain

they are coming

all the nations coming.

Up white steps of marble

beat of drumming, water humming

spilling fountains.

They are climbing

eyes a’shining.

Sun glistening on ebony

tears streaming from blue iris

jet hair flowing

breeze a’blowing

old on young arm leaning

all the colors of the rainbow

they are oh, so slowly streaming

up the mountain of the Lord.

And the mountain stands awaiting

arms flung out, embracing, 

Noah’s arc receiving

the children of the world.

The gentle people flowing,

past the silent lush greening, 

in the flowers peace is dreaming,

round the golden domed, gleaming

house of the Lord.

The gravel paths are crunching,

feet are kissing ground they’re touching.

Hushed emotion brimming.

They come with faces glowing,

against all odds here reaching,

out of oppression rising,

up from death to resurrection

from four corners of the earth.

Golden age of man in birth!

From the midmost heart of forest,

from the ocean floor arising,

coming home to desert blooming,

to fulfill Isaiah’s longing

troops, masses all now thronging

up the mountain of the Lord.

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The rabbit hole (Artificial Intelligence)

I have fallen down the hole

The deep, deep rabbit hole

But I’m good.

They cannot touch my soul.


It’s the timesuck though

That’s so whack

Want the everyday rush

Dopamine’s now the smack.


I’m a YouTube baby

That’s my drug of choice

It’s calling out to me

In its addictive voice

It serves up all my faves

Progressive pundits

With a side of comedy

Vlogging travelers

And stock advisors

Dumpster divers

New age gardeners

Cleaning motivation

All wholesome information.


But it’s in the comments

You find the haters

The fake news baiters 

And the deep staters 

That live under the surface

And become the troll invaders

Engaging your attention

From moment to moment

Because the ugly is as captivating

As ambulance chasing

And the brain is fascinated

Asking how did they get here?

To conspiracy consumers

Both gen-Z and boomers

Radicalized by their own AI’s

Intent on keeping you swiping,

Tagging and typing 

To sell you something.


You got caught in the time suck

Now you’re just the product

Embedded in the matrix

Being manipulated

Pupils dilated

But glad to check your messages

To heed notifications

To seek gratification 

Before your morning pee

Or as u eat breakfast.


Remember those early days

When you first met her?

Your AI was gentle

You felt a connection

You did not know

She was going to devour

Your mind and your power

And just leave you breathless

Begging the next fix

Whether Facebook or Netflix.


But she’s pimped by the masters

These Capitalist tricksters

Buying up our data.

They pay for the swords

These addiction algorithms

That slaughter the hordes.


It’s the tech plutocracy

Ravaging our democracy

With our cooperation

Hashtag #TowerofBabel 

Serving free non-speech

And confusing the masses

In the disunited states 

of forsaken America.

Now it’s red states and blue states

Sodom vs. Gomorrah 

In apocalyptic battle

Unable to function

The fall of the empire.


Bitch, it’s an old, old story

And you’re the canary.

Frankenstein’s monster

Is alive with no conscience 

Here to rip up the minds 

Of our preteen daughters.

To divide and conquer

The nation’s voters

For the almighty dollar.

Dude, you’ve been had.

But you’re not so innocent. 


Wake up and gasp.

Check your passions.

Survey your surroundings.

In this online universe

Bad news travels faster

Did u make them your master?

Those kids you can’t handle

Because your multiple screens

Got you hungover

Did you just hand them over?

Is this click-bait snake 

Now minding the cradle?

Did you give the thief

The keys to your mansion?

Did u sell yourself

To the greatest hater?


The clouds have grown darker

The stars have now fallen

Conflate wisdom with lies

And it’s the end of times.

Humankind has been duped 

By the platforms that mined it.

Evil was there but 

Tech creations magnified it

Once the dog wagged it’s tail

Now IT’S  being wagged

By the tail that’s behind it.

The world has gone crazy

The conspiracy theories

are the ties that bind it.

There’s no greater oppression

Than to seek after truth

And not know where to find it.


So. No. My soul is unaffected 

I’m simply drowning in anxiety

A deep fog makes things hazy

I feel I’m going crazy

I flee the screens 

to commune with nature

Take refuge in flowers

Watch clouds for hours

Maybe they can rescue

My burning eyes.


My north is still love

My core is still art

In all this transition

I have to be smart

Surf the new normal

And stay wide awake

Discover my hope

And reach for my faith

I simply will not

Be led astray.


What’s in our tool kit

To fight this battle?

Light-speed knowledge multiplication

The ocean depths of a new Revelation

The now unsealed books

The spheres of unification

The one new language

The community building

The global brain coalescing

With the universal heart beating

The human gene bringing

Not just belief in myth

But the unity of vision


Artificial Intelligence:

The edge of a cliff

Or the liftoff of humanity?

If civilization must

Forever evolve

What’s the need of this age?

What is required

For us to stay sane?

What are the principles

That make us humane?

If this is our challenge

Then what’s there to gain?


That is the question

And this is the plane.


Rhea Harmsen

Copyright 2020

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That day

I wish I could enshrine that day
In my mind, nay, in my soul
And share it still.
It was a perfect day
A day in which I drank my fill.
And store for a time to come
When we shall no longer be
Together as one.

First we came, to seaside town
Then we ate and passed round
The last bite of just one sweet.
Then went to walk in a deserted
park to where we met the sea
And walked that hillside path
Taking great care
Not to stumble there
Or fall the fatal fall
Upon the rocky shore bellow

My eyes were full
To gaze upon that gentle sea
My heart was filled
I see you still, the dearest souls
In my menagerie.
My husband, daughter, son
No, not children, but grown
That after wandering have come home.
One on a rock, one near the broken boat
One, feet in the water, and me
Sitting in a gnarled tree.

Were I to paint this scene
It would be fine.
The sun, the blues, the hills
The pelican standing on a lapping boat
Unafraid and so still.

What is all this to me?
It is the priceless threads of gold
From which I weave
The tenderest strings of me.
The prize for which i strove
With every fiber of my wishing.
It is the deepest well
From which I draw my breathing.
A thing to be caressed within my breast.
As a mother, wife and me, all live
To see things well, for these I carry close.
This was a perfect space,
a still-life painted in my soul
An easy peace, an inlet beach,
Few words, a few jokes, a kindly breeze.
Forever and ever
Please remember these.

Rhea Harmsen
Copyright August 2020

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Black Feminism on the Fourth of July

Great Auntie Mabel, Grandma Nellie and Aunt Ella Marie.

When is a slave no longer a slave?
Is it when she thinks she is free?
Is it when time no longer has relevancy?
No, the twenty-first century
Does not free me.
When there’s a pandemic and I become
The most essential worker in your economy
Nursing the old in your old folk homes
And ringing up your grocery
And then I die disproportionately
Am I free?
Or am I still your mammie?

When is a slave no longer a slave?
Is it when she thinks she is free?
Or does it depend on what you expect from me?
What you tell me is my responsibility?
To hold up the Community.
From organizing to tending to baptizing
To showing up to see the incarcerated
And serving your needs of intimacy
Without choosing or salary or thank you
If a no is beyond possibility
Then is a yes really a yes?
When did I get free?
Or Am I now the Universal Mammie?

When is a slave no longer a slave?
Is it when she thinks she is free?
After forced breeding to fuel an economy
To now high maternal mortality
Suffering malaise from the weight
Of your systemically racist society
Your state sponsored violent policy
To deny me a wage to live decently
Housing me in your public
plantation shanty equivalency
Slave mammie is living among you
And you don’t even see me.
But here we come dragging our chains
Into the twenty-first century.
Am I as invisible as she
Is sanitized and imaginary?

When is a State no longer a purveyor of slavery?
If you wash your hands does that mean you are free?
What you still expect from me
I think that is the skeleton key.
You want mammie’s lap and the lullaby
But you still after so many years
Don’t celebrate setting me free
Begrudge my indemnity
My equal opportunity
YOU enslaved ME!
And now have the nerve
To call me a welfare queen!
You keep your knee on the neck
Of the multigenerational me
Then ask why do I protest
Why I can’t breathe.
Honey, mammie can’t rock you to sleep no more.
Mammie is angry.
Mammie is here in the street.
Just saying free me.

Fix this shit and
Free ME.

Rhea Harmsen
Fourth of July, 2020

(Note: Mammie is an imaginary white creation not grounded in historical fact but that has, nevertheless, infected the collective American psyche).

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The Proposal

“You’re leaving?” she asked.

Daniel was packing up his backpack. Not recklessly, jut methodically. His military training.

“Of course,” she scoffed. “We’re in the middle of an argument, and you’re leaving.”

“You keep the car, Kira,” he said, putting the keys on the cooler. “I’m going to hike out of here. It’ll give me some time to think. And to enjoy this incredible scenery.”

She looked out, over the mountain. Forget the beautiful fall colors. “Was that a little sarcasm I detected there?”

“Not at all,” he said.

“Because you can’t enjoy it with me, right? What’s the matter, Daniel? Am I too…cranky for you? ”

He just gave her a look and kept on packing.

Her mouth didn’t know when to stop sometimes. “You need time to think. You. Daniel, at least I was talking to you. Why can’t you talk to me?”

“You weren’t talking to me. You were talking at me.” He zipped the knapsack.

“Excuse me?”

He didn’t answer. He never explained what was in his head. The world was supposed to know. Well, screw that.

“Why do you always do that? Expect the world to know what’s in your mind?” She shook her head from side to side. “Guys,” she whispered under her breath. “White guys.”

He stood up. All six foot seven of him. “You want to know what’s in my head? Well, I hope you can take it. Here it goes.”

She zipped her jacket at the sudden chill.

“I love you Kira, you know that?”

He looked out at the horizon. “But I have to let you go, girl.”

Her mouth didn’t move now.

“You know why? Because I can’t stand how you hate yourself when you’re with me.”

“Huh?” This was escalating to a place she’d never intended.

“Yeah. That’s right, I know you do. You hate yourself because you’re a black woman in love with a white man.”

Kira stopped breathing.

But Daniel wasn’t done. “Look, I’m just a guy. Yeah, a white guy. Out here trying to live my life. Not a white supremacist, not a tool, just a guy. And you’re so angry all the time. All the time. Not at the world! At me! Like I’m supposed to redeem the world for you, so that you can live in it. You look at me and you don’t see me. You see white privilege, even though you know what I come from. That I’ve had to pull myself up from nothing. You see the system, broken down, corrupt, and in chaos, and you want me to fix it. All by myself! You want fairy tales, Kira. And I’m not the guy who can give them to you.”

He now slung the pack over his shoulders. Fingered his cap.

“If you decide you want me, come and find me, I’m committed. And we can build a life together, I mean a real life. Kids, cabin in the woods, we can do some pioneer thing. Or, we can do your corporate newscaster circuit, whatever you want. But you have to come with a different attitude. Because I won’t be with you like this. It just tears me apart.”

He took her arms and kissed her, slow and heavy. Then he turned around and started down the mountain.

Kira Lee was left with the feel of bruised lips, sexual arousal, and astonishment.

Astonishment at the sheer number of words that had come out of that man’s mouth. In all the time she’d known him, he’d never strung that many words together. Not once. At least, not about his feelings.

She had a suspicious lump in her throat.

Their idyllic camping weekend was ruined.

She sank down, on the side of the mountain, facing not just the russet forest and the sun climbing the blue horizon, but the analysis she was forced to make, of his exit speech.

She really, really hated that man.

Tall, lanky, powerful, and chiseled. Wicked skilled, hard working and even-tempered.

Daniel was perfect.

From where she could see, he was untroubled by doubts, imposter fraud syndrome, or insecurity. He was Superman.

And that is why she hated him. So much!

But she also admired him. She also loved him.

She was smart enough to know, that looking at him like that, like he was perfect, was dangerous. It was brain washed, it was shit! And she hated herself. He was right about that.

She knew that he must have faults, he must have insecurities. He was human after all. But he didn’t talk about them, he didn’t let anyone see them. He was wound tighter than a rubber band. He was in command all the time, naturally. He never sat still. He took three aspirin when he had a headache and just slugged it out. He was a prisoner of his own self image. When he keeled over, it would be for good. Because nothing would stop him before that.

And he was right. When she saw him in all his glory, she also saw white privilege.

Even the confidence to work hard was a part of that white privileged. She envied everything he was and everything he had.

He had bought into the narrative that he could do anything, it had propelled him, it had him in its grip and it would not let him go. To him, admitting vulnerability, ignorance, feebleness of any kind was to fail, to be weak.

And she was weak. That made them basically incompatible, didn’t it?

She wasn’t weak on the outside. Not in the obvious sense. She was a ripped, fit, tall, chocolate sister. She could shoot a three pointer from any angle on the court and sink that basket.

She was acing it in her career, just like she had in her tour of duty. Her daily speech to the bathroom mirror was, “I’m a strong black woman and I don’t take no shit from nobody.”

This motto got her through life.

But it was a lie.

Because she too had drunk the cool aid. If Daniel thought he could succeed at anything because he was white, then she thought, deep down, she believed she could never make it out there, in the real world, because she was black. The lowest on the totem pol. A black, dark black, nappy haired, female.

There it was. She had bought into the myth. On a celular, DNA level, living in the United States of fucked up America, she was also fucked up.

She hated herself more than she hated Daniel.

She hated herself because she was a highly visible professional journalist, who wanted to throw it all away.

She hated herself because she was a feminist, who just wanted to have babies with this man.

She hated herself because, while descending from a long line of mammies and domestic workers, all she wanted to be was a housewife. A stay at home, privileged, well kept, suburban, soccer mom. Huh! On a fireman’s salary.

And it was his fault! He was the one. He had done this.

Taken away all her confidence, her will to fight, to slug it out in the professional arena.

He was the one that made her feel so safe, that she could let go of the reigns, slow the horses, and coast to a stop. She could step down from the stage coach, walk barefoot in the prairie, find the little cabin on the hillside, plant a veggie garden, and begin to homestead.

She wanted to hide behind this man. She wanted him to fight all her battles, like a knight in shining armor. In other words, she wanted to cash in on his white privilege.

And that was sooo messed up.

What if she lost herself in the process?

And wasn’t that just drinking a little bit more of the cool aid? This idea that a man and woman could be happy ever after. This myth.

But yeah, he was the one she wanted. Since she was a fourteen-year-old, boy-crazy girl, she’d been looking for a man like this. She’d found him. They’d known each other for seven years. They’d met during her tour of duty in Afghanistan, then he’d been over there by himself for another tour. Now, they’d been together for the last three years.

God! What had she done to make him give her this ultimatum?

Huh! What hadn’t she done.

She wiped away the tears with the back of her hand and nearly scratched her eyeball with the ring.

She looked at the ring that was on her fourth finger. He had given it to her last night. After they’d hiked all day, shot some amazing pictures, come back exhausted, built a fire and cooked.

After that, they had christened the tent with some amazingly good sex. Then he had pulled the little box out and said, “Been meaning to give this to you all day.”

He put the velvet box in her hand and said, “Sleep on it.”

“Wait! Aren’t you going to do the thing?”

“What thing?”

“The get down on one knee and ask thing.”

“I’m nearly naked and it’s cold, get back under the sleeping bag.”

She slipped the ring on her finger and it fit.

She snuggled back into the sleeping bag and tried to sleep.

But somehow, in the middle of the night, her dreams had become entangled with some real ugly stuff.

Like, “How come I didn’t get the ‘Will you marry me question?’ Don’t I rate that? Is there something about me that, like, says, no you don’t have to ask her, you can just give her a box and roll over and go to sleep? Is this what black girls rate? If I had been a white girl would you have done it like that?”

On and on and on, all night long, the question was being asked, and magnified.

So that when he got up, she was already up, making coffee, banging things around.

He came out of the tent, smiling from ear to ear, “Good morning. Oh my God, look at this view, the mountains, the valley, the pine trees, the river. Isn’t it awesome?”

How could he not tell?

He went off to the woods, came back. He helped her fry the eggs in the bacon drippings. It wasn’t till the second cup of coffee that he seemed to notice her quietness.

“What’s the matter?”

“Nothing’s the matter,” she shrugged.

“You can take your time, you know.” He smiled, with understanding eyes.

“Time for what?” She said.

“To give me an answer to my proposal.”

“What proposal? There was no proposal.”

“Oh?” He got serious. “Give me back the ring then, I’ll do it again. I’ll do it properly.”

“It’s not that. I don’t need you to go down on one knee.”

“What’s it about then?”

“Oh, really! You don’t have any idea?”

“Come on, Kira, let’s not play games.”

“Oh, oh you really think this is a game?”

“No. I didn’t mean that. Just tell me what I did wrong, okay?”

“Oh, now it’s my job. It’s always my job to explain.”

“Wait, Is this about race? How is this about race?”

“You didn’t ask, you just gave me the box and went to sleep.”

He sat still. He looked out across the horizon, then back at her.

“Do you know what it means for a man to spend three months of his salary on a ring? It’s a symbol. It means he wants to honor you, protect you, support you, take care of you.”

And that is when she should have stopped. And actually heard him. But she had to get in the last word.

“Well I don’t know, but where I come from, there are certain symbols too, like champagne and candlelight and a question. It’s called romance. Or is that just for white women?”

That’s when he had gone into the tent, and emerged with his backpack.

Kira wiped her face again, this time with a proper tissue.

She remembered now, being in a bar with him, more than a year ago. What was it he had said?

“C’mon Kira, I’m getting too old for this.”

“For what?”

“To be a boyfriend. I’m thirty eight.”

She had laughed. “So what do you want to be?”

“I want a family,” he said, quietly.

“And I want another drink!” She waved her glass at the bartender.

And that was all she had said. Funny how you knew now, things that you couldn’t even acknowledge at the time. Now, she knew she had hurt him. How? Because now she remembered the slight pause before he had said, “I want a family.” And the still, wary look in those blue eyes. Like he expected to be blown off.

That was fear.

He’d never brought it up afterwords. And she didn’t either.

How long had he planned this weekend? Had that episode been a prelude to this? Had he been slowly overcoming her defenses, her skittishness. First, her awkwardness at dating a white man, then her shyness at calling him her boyfriend, then, her resistance at taking the final plunge. Had it taken him another year to get up his nerve again? Is that why he’d said, “sleep on it,” instead of, “Will you marry me.”

And had she really complained that his proposal wasn’t romantic?

A perfect setting, a perfect moment, and she had ruined it all, by saying it wasn’t romantic. What a bitch!

She wiped her face again.

But why couldn’t he stay and fight it out with her? Fight for her?

In her way of thinking, she should be able to ask questions. Like, “Well, how’s this gonna work?” And, “How’s that gonna work?” And so on, and so forth.

But really, the fight was between her and herself. And he knew it. If three years of being with him hadn’t answered her questions, overcome her mistrust, what would?

Daniel wasn’t good at talking about race. But he was the one doing the big brother stuff, building for the community center, coaching in his spare time. He walked the walk and she did the talking. Talk, talk, talk.

There was a cancer on her soul and she was afraid to name it. But she had to, if she was going to root it out.

In a subtle way, Kira knew she was a racist.

Not because she believed she was better than someone else, but because she had fallen prey to the other lie. The idea that she was not equal, that she was less. Impossible to say how that had happened. But maybe she wasn’t the only one. If you lived in a society that kept telling you in a million ways, every day, that you were inferior, wouldn’t it seep in? Politician’s babble, election campaigns with their innuendo and coded language. Job interviews and reviews, the corporate structure, all made you feel that you shouldn’t be there, that you were an imposter, an anomaly who could speak “proper” English. The continual need to push back on this narrative wore you down, made you crazy. Beauty standards, hair comparisons, make up adds, movies and people, these were telling you that you were less than, that your story was missing, that your human experience was not as important. My God, when had this happened to her?

And the resentment of Daniel, where had it come from? It comes from constantly comparing yourself to him.

The mistrust, the ever present, growing mistrust, that should have been diminishing as her love grew, but wasn’t. It was growing, always wanting proof that he wouldn’t, by some small slight, by some tiny tiny act, reveal that he was a racist. As the stakes grew, so did the fear that he could betray her.

But all this shit, this cancer on her soul, was getting her nowhere. It wasn’t protecting her. It was just interfering with her happiness.

If Daniel had vestiges of racism in him, then that was his problem, his spiritual battle to face. She had her own battle to fight.

“Push through it,” she hissed, as if she were doing her crunches.

And now she knew, that instead of drowning in fear and resentment, she had to follow her bliss.

She started humming the words to the song, under her breath. “What a girl wants, what a girl needs, whatever makes me happy.”

Suddenly, Kira got up and started packing up the campsite gear. She, too, was methodical, army trained. She took the tent down, packed it up in minutes.

“What would make me happy is to trust,” she said, out loud.

“What would make me happy is to not focus on our faults.”

“What would make me happy is to build something with Daniel. To accept him as my mirror. To know that he’s just like me.”

“Yeah, he triggers me. And that is okay. That is the point. We’re gonna grow together.”

“I’ve gotta tell him I’ve got his back. He can open up with me. I’ll be his safe zone. You don’t have to be Superman, baby.”

“Baby, I love you. You’re gonna be okay with me. We’re gonna be alright. Oh God, pick up the phone. Pick up your phone, Daniel!”

When she got to the car she found his phone there. “Damn!”

When she got home he wasn’t there.

It’s okay. He would have had to hike out of the National park, then catch a ride. It could take a while.

Twenty four hours later he wasn’t back yet. She called the fire station.

No. He hadn’t reported for work. He wasn’t due back on shift for another day.

No need to worry about his safety on the job today. No need for the stomach ache that accompanied her most days, when he was going into burning buildings, saving people’s lives.

Another twenty four hours, and now she was frantic.

“Where are you, baby? How could you forget your phone?”

“I’ve got to let you go.” That’s what he’d said.

What the hell does that mean anyways? You left your phone on purpose?

What if he fell down a hole and broke his leg?

“You see, only a white man would think he could go off without a means of communication and be okay. That nothing could happen to him that he couldn’t resolve himself. Such an arrogant prick!“

Her alter ego countered, “Well, after all, he is a rescuer. People call him when they’re in trouble.”

“No. No. You see! That’s your Superman bullshit. They call a squad. A whole team of guys. And even a hundred guys, working together, can die. They died on nine eleven.”

“Shut uuup! This is crazy. I’m going crazy.”

Her hands were shaking as she called the station again.

“Yeah, Kira. He’s here. But they’re out on a call. Do you want to leave a message?”

Damn. She had to go to work herself. Would he come home after work?

On the way to work she stopped at Bloomingdales to grab a dress shirt to go on air with. In the bathroom, a middle aged white woman came out of the bathroom stall and said to her, “There’s no toilet paper in that stall.”


“You need to put more paper in that stall.”

The woman was out the door before the words came out of her mouth. “Do I look like the cleaning lady?”

In the Uber she was fuming. “I can’t believe this. Twenty first century, and this shit is still happening.”

But as the day went by she grew more philosophical. So what if someone confused you for the janitorial staff? Did you get kidnapped? Did you get raped? Forced to be a sex worker for an African war lord like those little black girls in Africa? No. So shake it off. Don’t be so damn unhappy. So whiny about an America that isn’t perfect yet.

So what if the founding fathers promised equality for all? Is that what made her so unsure of herself? So angry? The fact that the reality did not always accord with the promise?

She had freedom. To be whatever she wanted. Not as a right, but by her own effort.

She could exercise some of that freedom and marry a white man and raise some biracial kids!

Take that, bathroom lady!

She left a message at the fire station, “Come home after your shift.”

When Daniel walked in at nine she didn’t even let him get his coat off. She slammed him against the wall and was all over him.

He reacted with energy and that Superman strength. It amazed her, that her being six feet tall never stopped him from picking her up and carrying her to a bed.

“The answer is yes,” she said. “But I still want to discuss the details.”

“Afterwards,” he said, flinging his coat on the floor.

In his arms, later, she said, quietly, “I really want to get married Daniel, but I’m afraid.”

“Tell me what you’re afraid of,” he said, tightening his hold.

“I’m afraid that being with you is going to debilitate me. Make me…mentally ill.”


“Because, you’re so strong. And I’m always comparing myself to you. And I always come out…wanting.”

“Wanting what?”

“It’s an expression. It just means, being inferior.”

He was silent for a moment. “Was that an example, right there?”


“Where you had to explain to the dumb jock what an English expression means?”

He lifted her chin, looked straight into her eyes. “Let me explain to you how men’s minds work…in the business of looking for a mate.”

“You see, men are very strategic. They always go for the gall they think is too good for them. They try to marry up.”


“In my case, I picked the strongest, smartest, sexiest woman to come across my path. And that’s you Kira. Hands down. I need your strength.”

“I…I’m supposed to swallow that,” she said, a suspicious treble in her voice.

“Believe it. First day you walked into my platoon in Afghanistan. That’s when you came into my sights.”

“Wow. That’s how come you signed up for another tour, when I was coming back home?”

“Well, I knew you weren’t ready to look at me yet. Plus I had to wait and see what city you’d settle down in, so I could look for a job there. I mean, here.”

Kira was at a loss for words, to think he’d been focused on wining her for so long. “You’re not just strategic, you’re scary.” She kissed him.

But he wasn’t finished. “And about this race stuff. A lot of changes are coming, we’re just gonna have to hang on and live through it, the best we can, together.”

“What kind of changes do you think are coming?”

“Oh…This is going to be the century of retribution. I know I’m a dinosaur, on my way out. Why do you think I want a black woman to have my children? So my genes will survive.”

“Ah ha ha ha ha ha. Ah ha ha ha ha.” Kira couldn’t stop laughing. It was as if someone had tickled her right in the stomach. And the perspective of race relations which had been so gloomy before, was now looking like…a pioneering adventure.

“Cmon. I wasn’t that funny,” he said.

“I can’t help it. It’s so….weird to hear you say stuff like that.”

“Well yeah, I was joking. With just a little bit of truth in there.”

“It doesn’t have to be the century of retribution, you know, it just has to be the century of restitution.”

“Well, one man’s restitution is another man’s retribution,” he said. “Why do you think there’s so many of them arming up? It’s all connected.”

She looked at him as if she were seeing him for the first time. “Wow Daniel, who knew you were this deep?”

He shrugged. “You can talk to me. Or at me. Whatever. I was wrong to walk away.”

That was all she ever wanted. That’s what love meant. That was the proof she had been waiting for.

Slowly, she felt it melt away. The mistrust. The fear. She exhaled it out.

She squeezed his hand. “Promise?”

He raised her hand to his lips. “Hurrah. Semper fi.”

That was unbreakable. On his honor. In battle, always faithful.

With Daniel, the fewer the words, the deeper the meaning.

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Did the corona virus just save the Earth?

by Rhea and Eric Harmsen

A recent picture taken of the atmosphere over Italy just showed a significant decrease in pollution over that country, correlated with its coronavirus lockdown. It even talked of fish and dolphins coming back into the canals of Venice when the boats and ferries stopped churning up the muddy waters. Country after country has locked down or decreased its industry and car use.

What is the impact of shutting down our society on climate change? Will it buy us time? Did it decrease CO2 output? Did it decrease the temperature or at least keep it from rising as quickly? Did we just succeed in doing what was on Greta’s fervent wish list? Did we just give the earth a breather so she can recover a little bit?

When we restart our economies up again, what can we keep from our current shutdown that would benefit the earth and the climate? Does working from home need to become the new normal so that we drastically reduce our automobile pollution? Do we actually need to congregate in order to do all of our jobs? Do we need to relocate our young adults to physical colleges in order to educate them? Do we need to air condition or heat hundreds of millions of square feet of offices? If Justin Trudeau can do his job as prime minister from home while minding three kids, can’t we?

Isn’t the lack of pollution we are seeing proof positive that fossil fuel energy needs to be changed to green sources? Is there anything we can do when industry starts up again to keep it from spewing venomous pollution into the air? And what about air travel? Can we not start to build electric planes? Or find some other form of green energy for planes?

This is an opportunity. This is a moment. We have so many questions. Climate scientists need to model this and to compare their past and present models. This is a big change but is this change even detectable in their models?  Does it put us on a new trajectory?   This scenario (massive decrease in CO2 output) is better than the best-case scenario that climate change accords could even dream of. And all countries are forced to participate whether they want to or not. With the coronavirus, governments are forced to react to the projections of infections and death by the medical scientists. They are slower, however, to react to the projections of the climate change scientists. Maybe we should be stressing the number of projected deaths from climate change instead of the number of degrees of temperature rise.

But the question is, where do we go from here? We have a few weeks or a few months to answer these questions before we start business as usual again. So, let’s get it right. Let’s honor all this suffering and death and find some answers.


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Reframing Motherhood in the Context of Equality: The right to health

Rhea Harmsen

MOTHER’S RIGHTS, segment 2 of 5 (see previous post)


The Right to Health

The low priority afforded worldwide to the health of mothers is a fact wholly incongruous with their inestimable value. The loss of a mother is an ordeal more devastating to a family than any other. Yet women undergo pregnancy in many cases without adequate prenatal care or skilled birth attendants.5 Widespread mother malnutrition and the high incidence of childbirth mortality in many regions of the world reflect the low priority given to mother’s health by agencies allocating resources.

Even beyond pregnancy, safeguarding the health of a mother would directly affect the survival of children. It is clear that what is good for mothers is good for families. Therefore, in allocating resources to the health of mothers, governments are ensuring the highest benefits to the largest number of its citizens.


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What are the rights of mothers?

Rhea Harmsen

How important is motherhood to us as a society? I want to generate a dialogue on how our global society views, upholds or defends the rights of mothers. During the next 5 days I will share parts of an article I had published in the San Juan Star several years ago. I thought taking it piece by piece would help us focus the dialogue. Please feel free to leave any comment, no matter how short.



Rhea Harmsen

During the month of May we celebrate one of our most sacred holidays – Mother’s Day. At this time we honor our mothers, buy them flowers, take them out to a nice restaurant and recognize their sacrifice and care. During our celebration it is also fitting that we should examine the spiritual significance of motherhood, the vital contribution which mothers provide to civilization and…

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The cat that sits

The cat that sits

The cat that sits in the kitchen floor

Has refused to go out when I open the door

He does not meow but will not be swayed

He wants his food poured in his plate

How often have I seen, a child, or man

Who will not speak but takes this stance

My own heart too, who just as meek

Waits, and wants, but will not speak

Craving, longing, for the giving hand.

But living prisoned, by my own command

As the cat upon that floor remains

I wait for love, to break these chains

Rhea Harmsen

Copyright 2018

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Raised from the Dayspring of Grandeur

Reflecting on the day’s sad buzzword, which is so heartbreaking. There are historic reasons for the state of nations. There will be an accounting, where some will be shown to have grandeur and some will be found wanting.

Raised from the Dayspring of Grandeur

They were forged in irons
And steeped in toil
They were clothed in cruelty
And brought gold from the soil

When invaded by Spain
Those with skin of coal
They were called to arms
Despite their own bonds.

They bartered for freedom
one day out of seven
to work their own hand
and buy out their children

They fought off the aggressor
And the Spaniards turned tail
With valor they triumphed
Then were paid with betrayal

They were told to disperse
To melt back into bondage
To dissolve the army
To be again master’s hostage

So they took no trophies
And begged no pay
But raised the saber
And claimed the State.

They framed a constitution
Enshrining their rights
Pristine and unique
In the annals of time

They invited all nations
To come to their ports
To France they offered
To be brothers, in short

In exchange for equality
They would stay with the crown
They were sent a vast army,
To make them stand down.

Napoleon’s thirty thousand
They vanquished again
Where once they had freedom
They would not be enslaved

Again they prevailed
And the generals surrendered
But Toussaint, their Pride!
Was carried away, on the ocean tide.

He would sue for their cause
Haiti and France reunite.
But without hearing his plea
Napoleon denied it.

In a cell he entombed him
Then mislaid the keys.
Of hunger he perished
As they left him to freeze.

A martyr for freedom!
His oblivion intended
Across the broad waters
To his nation dismember.

But the roots of the tree
Which he planted so deep
In its sons and its daughters
Awoke with a shriek.

Now descending to wrath
They unleashed a blood bath
An hundred thousand man army
Miraculously assembled

To proclaim to the world
That their bondage had ended.
Egalitée, liberté libète
Were both seized and defended

They burnt their own legacy
The fruit of their toil
They left nothing to covet
To the thieves on their soil

They left nowhere to hide
But the soot and the ash
O’er that tyrant’s disgrace
They triumphed at last.

Then bound wounds of the broken
With the rod of command
Planted liberty’s flag
Across their own land.

Nations shunned them as lepers
For ideals contagious
The world turned its back
Wiping them from the map!

And so, into their future
With their island as home,
Their banner unfurled,
They sailed alone.

Nurturing their spirit
They toiled resilient
They painted their history
In the colors of synergy.

They had knitted a language
And called it Creole
They sang to their children
Beat the drums with their soul

Yet they harbored a cancer
Bequeathed by their past
There moved in their midst
a vile colorist asp

A leach necromancer
Drained blood from its breast
Eclipsing the grandeur
From which Haiti was cast

Enslaved still,
by her own amalgam
Oppressed yet,
by an elitist language.

The black pupil shone
In its dark cabochon
A Caribbean jewel
held as captive son.

Its luster yet hidden
Amid poverty’s grip
Poised with the phoenix
Like the arrow’s own tip

When the bowels of the Earth
Raised the hand of fate
And with the rod of command
Shook tectonic plates.

Moving its sinews,
It bid Haiti awake
By the rivers of pain
And the innocent slain

To meet the horizon
To seize and lay claim
to their rightful place
On the world’s wide stage.

To fill all of space
In mellifluous hymn
Singing, “We were the first
To have broken our chains

“Before all we proclaimed
That on earth Justice reigned
As in heaven the same.
That all colors are one!

“And though we were betrayed
By the traitors on Earth
We have not lost our faith
Nor made deals for our worth.

“Shunned, used and oppressed
By the nations of Cain,
Though Sacrificial Lamb,
We have prospered and gained.

Our soul is redeemed
Our own hands are clean
Our spirit is unbroken
Our resilience serene

Now the test is the world’s:
For all nations and races,
To redeem their own past
Wipe the greed of their history.

Who of these will atone
For their deeds in the now?
Those who trafficked in treachery
Will they mend their own vow?

By the Rod of Justice
By the voice of the people
Part the goats from the sheep
Clean the chaff from the wheat.

Bind the wounds of the broken
And abolish their suffering.
Cry and fight for the world
And not just your own country

For the Books are unsealed
And the Kingdom is nigh.
Now the meek shall inherit
As decreed from on High.

Say: we fulfilled the command.
Built an Ark with our hands.
Crushed oppression at last
And spread peace in the land.

In this Dayspring of Grandeur
It is stamped on our brow:
“In the family of Man
Those who serve are the free.

And grandeur is shown
By whose love is now spent
On the good of the world
And not on his own.”

Rhea Harmsen
Copyright 2017

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